Testing the waters

This was my very first entry on my blog. I did it a day or so ago. Then I went back into my blog to try to customize the layout and everything. Somehow during that, I lost this post. Well today I have found it again. So here it is. My first entry, only now it is second.

Testing the waters I have come to the place in my life where I need to make some huge changes within myself. Purely for self preservation. I need to be strong for me. I can not allow other people or situations that are beyond my control paralyze me with fear and stop me in my tracks. I must move forward and learn to let go of some of the past. I need to look deep within myself to find the way out. I have an awesome support system, especially with my sister Debbie. Most of this though I must figure out and do alone. So for now I am testing the waters.

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