This was my very first entry on my blog. I did it a day or so ago. Then I went back into my blog to try to customize the layout and everything. Somehow during that, I lost this post. Well today I have found it again. So here it is. My first entry, only now it is second.
Testing the waters I have come to the place in my life where I need to make some huge changes within myself. Purely for self preservation. I need to be strong for me. I can not allow other people or situations that are beyond my control paralyze me with fear and stop me in my tracks. I must move forward and learn to let go of some of the past. I need to look deep within myself to find the way out. I have an awesome support system, especially with my sister Debbie. Most of this though I must figure out and do alone. So for now I am testing the waters.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
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Good for you mama! I love you and am always here for you!
a- first off, I want you to know that I love you and I am so proud of you. I know (!) how hard this is. Honestly it scares the hell out of me.
This process for you is like ripping the scab off for me. But this time, I have the strength to endure, I have run this race, and although it was hard, I made it.
And the time has come for you. You too have been blessed with all the same strengths. The same tools to endure.
I've also realized how Heavenly Father prepared me/us. He has blessed me/us with the strength, tools, people and such for me to endure, to conquer.
As important as all of those things, I have the power of the knowledge of his love. I KNOW that he is there for me, sometimes even before I have the strength to ask it. I know that he loves me, and that he has not given me any struggle without knowing that I can make it.
I believe that we were blessed before we came to this earth, that he laid his hands on our heads, and knew the struggles we would have, and he blessed us with the things we would need.
You are strong, and loving, and forgiving! You will make this race, you will win! But remember when the journey seems like it will never end, to turn to your Father in Heaven. He will bless you with what you need to continue
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